Wednesday, January 20, 2010
The Joy of Love
I'm sitting here listening to "Differences" and I am almost in tears. It's funny how listening to one song brings back so many memories. This song makes me feel happy, sad, angry, confused, and joyful all at once. My heart feels so heavy because of the feelings and memories that are attached to this song. The truth is that REAL LOVE is attached to this song. I am sure that some of you guys have that one song that makes you go back to the day you made it "your" song. How can you stand listening to it after love has come and gone?
I can not stand listening to my favorite songs anymore because of the message of being in love! I mean what is the big deal anyway? SO you're in love, big deal... keep it to yourself that's what I want to say. But the reality of it is that when you are truly in love you are not able to keep it to yourself. I wish that I was able to have love again... that warm feeling when i look into his eyes. The lingering kisses, the tight hugs.... fitting perfectly in his arms. Love. The one thing in whole world that is ours together, love. The only thing that makes me smile when I am having a bad day, love. I want to have that feeling, that emotion, express the action of love again. When love will you find your way back into my life?
I look at other's around me and they are married, have families, are in relationships and are happy. Then there is me, single sally. I mean rejected on national T.V by Ray J. Come on? For real? Like when will it be my turn again? When will I have the laughs, the tears, the company, the support, the companionship, the joy of love again? Why did love decide to leave me? Why did love move on and refuse to reconcile our differences? Why is love happy with everyone else but refuses to be happy with me? WHY love?
I mean I listen to all of these songs about loving, being in love, making love, and being happy but the truth is that love hurts. It hurts when it leaves you and it hurts when it is with you because you never know when it will leave you. Why are things so difficult? Why can't someone save me from my broken heart? When will I have happiness? When will love come back to me? If you ever loved me, love, please come back to me.
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